When Paradise Collapse

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I. The Great Sun

Oh great sun of mine
Guide me through the fortune path
Prevent the darks thoughts of mine
Oh sun…

I’m weary of my dull side
Trying to empower me
I’m so confused of what I am

Something is wrong
About me and my thoughts
I don’t know which mind believe
I need to escape from this dream
I’m scared of me

I’m just want to be accepted
But it seems there’s no room for me
I need to find the truth inside
Guide me to myself

II. Overture: The Disillusion

[Instrumental]

III. The Delusion

I can´t carry all this pain
Even I don’t want to imagine
Living a life in hate
Hating myself

I’m suffocating me
Making me live when I to die
Making me cry when I want to smile

I need to erase this pain
The time has come to end
Something I should've done
Long time ago

No longer this feeling inside
I can finally be myself
I can finally fit in
I can start to live

I feel how the darkness is leaving me
I'll never come back again
I can see how the world is in my hands
I'll never come back again

I can’t believe there’s nothing left
There’s nothing I can take away
Always fighting in my head
At least I win to myself

I can’t believe there’s nothing left
All this years in silence
Trying to accept myself
I win

In a world of possibilities
No more hate, only love
In past was the crying child
Today I am a capable man

There are no frontiers
I am a free man now
The darkness inside
Has been eradicated

I feel how the darkness is leaving me
I'll never come back again
I can see how the world is in my hands
I'll never come back again

I can’t believe there’s nothing left
There’s nothing I can take away
Always fighting in my head
At least I win to myself

I can’t believe there’s nothing left
All this years in silence
Trying to accept myself
I win

IV. The Collapse

I never refused the things they said
And choose to create my own dream
No one really said
Why I’m falling

I have everything that I wanted
And make all my dreams came true
No one really cares
Why I’m falling

“I can’t take anymore, all this pain, all this sorrow is overcoming me and I don’t understand, I don’t understand why this shadow is on me as I walk. I cannot see the things like before. The pictures of the future seem like stardust floating in the space with no reason… I can’t even breathe, I’m sick of these damn noises in my head; maybe this is just a step, an endless phase. They said I have nothing to be bad about… It seems the answer is in me, but I can’t find it…“

The rise of my own hell
I’m falling back to the Earth

I never refuse the brain desires
Letting my heart turn blue
No one really said
Why I’m falling

I don’t understand the feeling inside
Nothing fills my old soul
The astonishing
Of my lighting shadow

“I never realized why my whole being filled me with nothingness. The reflection in the mirror makes me feel strange, like a stranger in other body, someone who doesn’t fit… As I tried to find the meaning of life I discovered it is nonsense, there’s nothing beyond the sun, there’s nothing beyond the earth. It seems the world is too much for me or maybe I’m simply disappointed of life itself…. Sometimes, I wish to fade away, like a snake in the grass, and become just a whisper…”

The rise of my own hell
I’m falling back to the Earth

Blood in my hands
By my inflicted soul
After being in paradise
I cut my plastic old wings
To back to hell
Where I belong…

V. The Awakening

[Instrumental]

VI. The Great Sun (Reprise)

After the pain and sorrow
Of an endless fight
Balancing the absence of light
I found myself

Running in my mind
Finally I understand
The answers were so clear
I am the sun…

credits

from Lifeless To Deathless, released January 31, 2017

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